And something's breaking up, i feel like giving up

I saw K today, talked about all the silly things we did during secondary school.
I miss all those carefree days with less drama.
I saw Shah too, and i miss her so much!
I didn't want to let go, cause i just didn't want to.
I think i should learn to appreciate all those precious people around me.
I will need to understand that this people are not here forever.
I shouldn't think for myself, i should consider other peoples' feeling.
I must learn to care for their feelings and not blurt out mean words.
These days hasn't been good, and im tired of faking this smile.
Im losing all my drive, yet im picking up the pieces.

Please tell me you'll stay.