You didn't realise we're getting apart

Hello earthlings; you earthling that cares. I blog every single day now, because i do not know where to turn to. Everyone is pretty much busy in school, thus less communication. We communicate about what is important, but im pretty much fine about it. I am too lazy to explain anyway, much more cause no one really care about what i voice out. It is sad to feel this way, but this happens in such big clique. If everyone talks, then no one listens. When no one listens, it gets frustrating. So im really pretty much cool about being cool. Means, less for me and more of them. I like listening anyway, so it is pretty cool. Then again, sometimes i wish they would listen. But again, i am thinking for myself. No one pretty much like to give their attention to anyone anyway, like how i can get distracted when someone is talking to me. So the best part is talk to anything near you, in my case, i talk to either my watch or pen. It is habitual, and yes, i have yet to be caught.

This is just another random rantings, but then again, in this rantings there IS something i am trying to imply. But i am not being straightforward, cause i want people to think and guess just what am i trying to convey to them. If you are smart enough, you may find suicidal notes, love notes, hate notes, class notes or any other notes there is. But then again, i may be serious about it or i am just being bored and mischievous, which either one may be a possibility.

He left me a text today. After what feels like a thousand days. I do not feel anything. Neither did i text back. Then again, now i feel a sense of regret, cause i was about to forgive him and confess all the faith i had in him. But then, that is the part i will regret eventually. Cause i am not giving in this time round, cause i had enough. Once bitten, twice the pain. I will never forgive him. Never. Call me petty. You do not understand what i have been through. For now, i would probably turn gay or, just stay as i am. Confused as usual. Do not know if i should be a feminine young lady, or an aggressive hot-tempered tomboy. Then again, choices are made.

Im turning gay, with all my lovely ladies around.
I will be the most happiest kid ever, i swear.

Then again, will turning into gay or bi-sex makes me a better earthlings?
Pollution i tell you.

P/S: I'd like to fold paper planes with you.
The thing is, i don't know who is the you.