Then again, it is time to move on. There is no point brooding over it. As it sounds, i will get through this. And again, i may not want to go through this the second time. But then, i kept pondering, where did i go wrong? Is it because of my ability to confine all my feelings that it became a disadvantage? Didn't i say enough to make him stay the way he was. Because he kept blaming me for that change in him. Was it really me? Cause i did not treasure the gold, it rust and became worthless. Then again, there is no point to this. Why the misery, why the pain? It is not as if he cheated behind my back. It is just lack of communication and thus a misunderstanding. A big misunderstanding that went wrong. I was thinking, supposed this fight just disappear. But again, it is almost impossible.
Life doesn't have to be this unstable just because the one we love left us. There is more to this i know. Thus, you're not alone.
