If you just realize what I've just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other

You and i both know, this ain't going anywhere. The first few months were blissful, but things came to a downturn. Vulgarities exchanged, boycotting each other. If those words comes out from mine, it is a normal situation. But it is from his, and my heart numbed when it did. Nightmare. Good things comes to an end, all good things that is. Misery that surpasses comprehension.
Been thinking. Insecurities. Feelings are amendable. Tested. Tried. Analyzed. Baleful. Drastic change. I can't spell it out, it's never gonna be that simple.

This is a test of my patience.