And what if my chances were already gone?

First and foremost, i would take this opportunity to apologize to dd for being cranky earlier on.

But i am very happy that you have finally got your raya outfit, shoe and bag.

Thanks for breaking your fast with me, i pretty much appreciate that.

On the other hand, i am cranky because i was hungry.

I was angry and very upset.

Just what really got into me?

I cannot seem to not think about her.

The more i go to places, the more i think about her.

And that pretty much suck cause it makes me sad.

I see you online but we're not talking like we always do.

I thought you said we were friends, i thought you said you were okay?

So what is it really, why aren't you being you?

Please do not make things hard for me.

I need to cry, but can it be on your shoulder instead?

I've been trying to fucking reach you.