I can't explain what you can't explain

In a blink of an eye, 

it's already the second week of 2014!

And I haven't been up with anything,

apart from bumming around at home.

So what are my hopes and goals for this year?

I just hope that I will stay happy and healthy,

and same goes to my dear old man and my family.

I hope my old man will kick the cancer cells away,

and we're on our way to being a happy "in denial" family again!

My goals are simpler:

I will do well in my new job.

My relationship with mother will get better.

I have better luck with love this year.

I will be richer, maybe?

Just kidding, 

my only goal is to be able to feed the whole family.

I realize that not everything is about me,

I'm coming to terms that the world don't orbit around me,

and that not everything will turn out the way I planned.

And that it is okay to be selfless,

cause what really matters is their happiness.

I'm trying, still trying.