To watch you walk away is as good as asking me to dig my own grave

And i hate you for it.

Oh, hello human.
Im fine, like totally.

So i've recovered from all the shock and swollen eyes.
And yes, im so alive. So, so alive.
What's there to be dead about? Like it's not worth it.
I should be glad he's over it. Be happy for him?
No, the hate is there, it will take time.
But i will get over it, sooner or later.

And so, when i think life's going on smoothly, another asshole make it just as bad as before. And so he said i deserve all the shit. Yea, he said that cause he don't even know what's going on. Okay, im not going to brag about it. And yes, we'll never like before, if that's what you want. You should be so, so happy, now im not even friends with him. HAPPY? Okay, i am too.
Oh, alter ego.

And so mum's been nagging alot.
Im so fucked up.

Oh God, over with this soon.
Thank you very nice.

P/S: I won't wait cause you said you don't love me.
I won't wait cause i know im sure.