Me Vs The World

Sometimes i try not to hate myself

For everything i never said
When you were here
And so im burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
'Cause im still here
But im barely holding on

Where did i go wrong?
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
Im still hurt
And i wish you were here

It's so hard that i try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So i can be strong
But i feel sick
And i feel diseased
'Cause everyone abandons me
And i can't move along
'Cause im barely holding on

I cannot pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So i'll convince myself that i'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since i lost you im barely holding on

So i look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything i had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
Im screaming at the CLOUDS
Screaming to a galaxy
That never cared at all
That i need you here

-Madina Lake