I set all my regrets on fire

It's been weeks since you got back.

It's been weeks since we sat and talk.

It's been weeks and I miss you so much, 

but when I got the chance I don't know what to say.

It's damn shitty to be feeling that way,

to know that you feel like I don't look approachable these days.

But behind all that tough front,

I wish we could talk like before and be teasing each other.

But it's so different now.

The last time I went up to hug you, it felt all so cold,

that I get so scared to even go up to you.

I get so scared to even smile at you.

I don't know this feeling.

I don't know if what I feel right now is just my paranoia,

or that I have actually fall for you and I'm denying it.

And the reason that I'm denying this is because I know I'm not supposed to...

Don't let this be real. This can't be real.